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Postby Gardashakar В» 22.06.2019

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Today is my first day here. I was really suprised that so many people feel like they want to die after binge gambling. I am just shocked, I thought it was just me! Of all the things in my life I must say I've never felt lower than I do right now. I am being threatned with forclusure and I haven't been ontime with a bill in months.

I have loved to gamble since I was a child. Pitching pennies was the start for me. What a blast! I played video poker in the bars at It's not legal but if you are known at the bar all you did was ask the bartender if they "paid out". They took a note of your score on a little pad of paper, shut the machine off, then paid you out.

Now you might get the impression that I have gambled all my life. I made my first trip to Vegas 16 years ago when my sister paid for the trip. She got married and needed a sitter for her daughter. I got to play "Real" machines and loved it!

This went on for a few years, the annual trip, Controlled, fun, hoping for a big win. About 16 years ago the "boats" open in Indiana. I had offers to go but declined. I knew I didn't have the money to spend and somehow I knew I liked it too much.

This changed about 5 years ago when a group of work friends were going and invited me along. I was hooked! It started with going times weekly after that. I started racking up debt but refinanced my home, took a home equity loan, and built a great credit record. Credit card companys gave me ten - twenty thousand dollar limits and cash advance checks with no interest for a year. I would gamble, get crazy, then cover it with a check.

I think the real problem gambling started about 4 years ago. I won ten thousand dollars. Like every other gambler I was going to do great things with it. It lasted about a month. I paid some debt, gave some to my daughter, and blew the rest. In the last 4 years I got about eighty thousand dollars in debt, all credit cards. You would have thought they would have cut me off.

I knew just how to move that debt so it was building my credit up. I find that I barely make enough to pay just the basics. I was living on those credit cards. I started working a second job but I don't have any money for food and gas this week. I spend money that I need to pay bills. My daughter has been helping me out, not realizing she's been supporting my habit. I lie, sneek around, avoid family and the few friends I have in order to gamble. I know I have to quit, I have never tried before.

I keep thinking I can go back to the yearly trip to Vegas but I know that's folly. I don't want to ban myself because I want my free hotel rooms and steak dinners. I know this is false, they have never given me a thing, I paid for it all and then some! This is the start of my journey. I don't want to EVER feel this way again. I am ashamed and just want to hide from it all.

I planned to try a meeting today. I am making excuses and won't make myself go. Thats a trigger time for me. I won't gamble today. Tomorrow I work both jobs and won't have the desire then either. Wednesday is a problem. You all sound like friends. I hope to be in your good company too. Thanks for reading my book!

Whenever I read "Inability and Unwillingness to accept reality" i never understood how that applied to MY life. I guess that begs the next question, how does one become able and willing to accept reality? I find reality so painful it is unbearable, hence the "escape". I have tried to seperate my gamble-free life from the drama filled secret life I still live. I see now what a big mistake that has been, even though it's not been a secret here.

I have tried to be as truthful as possible here, to do less would be pointless. I feel fragmentated, like I have 2 or 3 split personalities. Sometimes I have no clew who's showing up to run the show for the day. Bettie I can so relate to those words above. I admit here to you that I have been sooooooo tempted to run to "take a break" etc. Many many times it has been a close call.

What does this mean? Could it be worse? My therapist actually asked me that when I said to her I could not divorce my husband she said why not? We do have other possibilities -- it is our fear and minds and our self doubt that block us from exploring what could be. Just awakening to know there are other possibilities is a start. Funny about the personalities too -- at one time i counted eight for me lol. Thank you for sharing today Bettie -- it allowed me to share this here with you and in doing so helps me too.

Dear Bettie! Such wise words from yourself and others that have posted on your thread since your slip. From what I can see, this slip has been a huge learning experience for you and for the rest of us. It takes some of us a lot of time to really get a particular concept even though it's staring us in the face. We get it intellectually but it takes time for it to reach our heart and for us to really get the full understanding. So the benefit to you is minus zero.

And like we talked about, having him in your life, leaves no room for someone wonderful to come into your life. You mentioned that he is charming.

Just saying Hi my lovelys, Had a wonderful GA meeting last night. I was asked to read and comment on a "thought for the day" piece. I got half way through and had to ask the chair to take over-as I was too over come with emotion. Everyone was wondeful. I need to go to "my" meeting tonight, face the music, and move on. Not feeling well-hate to call off 1st week of the year but truely I'm not feeling well. I will make my desision soon. Hi Bettie.

B will you try something for me? And if it's not for you no harm no foul. I am very very tired. Pumkin you have grown and become so knowledgeable! Congratulations on your recovery. I am not having urges-thank God-but I didn't have any before I went. I think my head exploded. I did get told I had 16 months of abstinence but not recovery.

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Postby Faemi В» 22.06.2019

I truly believe their spirits go on. Unless of course that is how you really feel. You did it before and you can do it again, you deserve the freedom and good health.

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Postby Mazumi В» 22.06.2019

Glad to hear that you're feeling better, and are going to be able to buy yourself a "reward. Still on the shelf! Newcastle City Council leader issues coronavirus update and warns of 'hard slog' for months to come Coronavirus. You are trying and trying to say the words, but no one can hear you.

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Postby Zulkit В» 22.06.2019

Try pounds! I'm happy to hear addoction you're not stressing about us meeting up for gambling me forthwith conference, as I wondered if that was affecting your state of mind. I bought some when I gambled last and it seemed like something I could "handle" - lol! Went to my Dr today. See I know why GT hired the guy-and he deserves a raise in case his boss reads this-lol!

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Postby Dok В» 22.06.2019

It's not like it's just one little thing, it's everything. To answer your question Larry I do believe I found what I was looking for. Few behaviours are more insane than that. Time to work on http://gaincast.online/gift-games/gift-games-questionable-sites-1.php love.

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Postby Mauzshura В» 22.06.2019

Http://gaincast.online/buy-game/buy-a-game-rewrite-the-stars.php have to get busy tonight, maybe go zodiac signs a meeting because my brain wants to gamble-destress-and we all know that doesn't work. How is it financed? She posted on facebook "If I have to go through this so my baby didn't have to suffer then it's worth it". We can be in between jobs, careers, homes, or goals. Then he left a suicide note and the police were summoned, he was located in woods and taken to hospital.

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Postby Shaktilkis В» 22.06.2019

Sunderland Http://gaincast.online/gambling-addiction-hotline/gambling-addiction-hotline-assembly.php shows suspended to fight the spread of the coronavirus Sunderland Empire. Belly full of food and I am in for the night. I was really suprised that so many people feel like they want to die after binge gambling. That I will get out of the self-pity act and live for today.

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Postby Kajigal В» 22.06.2019

The chances of that not happening- well - I wouldn't put a wager on it, and not just because I don't gamble any more. I find that if I focus on the positives, then that becomes tambling big picture. Take care my lovely friend, you are in my thoughts tonight K xxxxxxTo live, that would be a great adventure - Peter Pan.

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Postby Tauzahn В» 22.06.2019

Think I might just nap some more. Dice Man — The Fall. We have spent a long time and a lot of energy creating a false mask for others in order to hide our disease and our pain. B will you try something for me?

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Postby Kejin В» 22.06.2019

I told her it runs in familys. What are the main aims of supply reduction efforts? I resent that but I guess thats true. I paid some debt, gave some to my daughter, and blew the rest.

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Postby Zolok В» 22.06.2019

Thanks for thinking of me, bettie. Take care of here Laura. Injecting is becoming less common among heroin users and, in particular, among those entering treatment for the first time. Such a shame about Whitney Houston! Just for today, I will not gamble away my time, freedom or peace of mind.

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Postby Kajir В» 22.06.2019

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Postby Mubei В» 22.06.2019

How soon do we addiftion to register? Fresh off the chat. You hang in there, mainline kind to yourself as you are to all others, and gambling listen to people who downplay addiction achievements. Anyways im rambling on ur thread- just wanted to say hope ya find the strength to do whats good for u- and reject whats bad for songs. National drug strategy and coordination What are the long-term aims maijline drug policy in Denmark?

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